16.11.04
had band, it was ok but a bit embarrassing tessa and hannah should know why. hope your not angry with me it would be sad if you were anyway on a lighter note, might be going back to Sweden for the holiday to go and see my grandparets. go and c mrs ang's blog and see what i wrote, i'm posing as @!!!! am watching bridget jones diary tonight yay anyway have been having bad stomach acheSSSSS lately bleh they were killing me softly with their pain...hahah
went for thanksgiving service today, it was at ten and i only got the message at 9.30! so that was a big plonk...heehee after service hannah, nat, net and myself walked around looking for a place to eat, finally went to the food court and bumped into a pack of teachers from st margs pri!!!AHHHH!went back to school ina taxi then had band
hope your not angry even though you claim your not
sprayy`
+ 20:44
11.11.04
fine fine your NOT obsessed....hope your not angry?
still have a cough and itz sooooo.....bleh
like my skin and layout? i know their very nice....haha
Am very bored have a job skanning this years and next years stamps weird i know but its quite fun heehee
been having band lately so thats another thing to keep me semi busy...and i'm not going to say what happened during the sectionals...it was HORRIBLE!!!!! [it was my fault]
why the hell is NO ONE replying my sms's???? ARE YOU ALL ANGRY AT ME????
when i say no one i mean no one!!!!!
have tuition in half an hour...bleh
tessa if u want the moose back go and get it...haha i can just imagine both of you fighting over it...
sprayy`
+ 08:44
4.11.04
my cough is going to kill me...ITS HORRILBE!!!!but then again which cough isn't???
i hate myself... something that i have just realized but have done my whole life. isn't that sad?
i hate me, that's why i am the way i am look at me and tell me if i am good at anything, or have achieved anything, and the answer will be N-O...no isn't that horrible?
but i have people at home and at school who are tallented, gifted and hardwoking, which are some of the many qualities that i do not posses...
and when i look at myself in the mirror, i honestly, only see a worthless blob that will not achieve anything in life.
i am never thankful for the big things let alone the small things, and if you were to observe me, you would find what a shallow and ungrateful person i really am...
sprayy`
+ 18:25
1.11.04
saintsational fair wasn't a blast....IT WAS HORRIBLE!!!!!
besides knocking both my legs on a metal pole while coming down the flying fox and having a miserable profit, eveything else was fine.....):
have hobbling around the house for the last two days and have gotten a bad cough and a little sniffle....weird...why do i have to be in so much pain at one go?
i am still not happy about what that one person said or did...the person should know who she is...
havn't been doing much today.....sighz
might have a holiday job at kino but itz not confirmed yet....mmmmm
hopefully won't be too bored with band and all....
might be getting an iPod mini....was sooo pissed when i saw that the storage was only 4 Gb=1000 songs....but i don't need that many songs...i think heehee
sprayy`
+ 17:51